The General Directory and Central
Archives of the Society of Unknown Philosophers was entrusted
with the custody of an Arcane Library of documents and manuscripts.
These papers, written in several different European languages,
were the knowledge papers of several esoteric fraternities, Gnostic
Orders and esteemed Lodges, some of whom became defunct because
of the War.
They contain the A-Z of the Ageless Teachings. Our
task has been to translate the Lectures and Teachings of the Society
and arrange them in a graded sequence. Our study material presents
teachings from several streams and enables the sojourner to acquire
a broad perspective... he is able to analyse information from
several traditions and synthesize it into a model that represents
the highest conception of truth. This point is much too important
to pass over lightly, so let's belabour it: No man or no organization
is given to know Absolute Truth.
The ancient wise once said: "In
order to attain mastery, man needs a total remoulding of his physical,
moral and spiritual being. This is only possible through the exercise
of the will, intuition and reason. Through the complete cooperation
of these three, man can develop his faculties to an incalculable
degree. The soul has senses which are asleep; initiation wakes
them. Through profound study and constant application, man can
put himself in conscious touch with the hidden forces in the Universe.
Through a great effort he can attain direct spiritual
perception, can open to his vision paths of the after-life, and
can make himself capable of advancing along these paths.
Only then he can say he has conquered fate and
here on Earth has acquired his divine freedom. Only then can the
initiate become an initiator, prophet and theurgist. For only
one who controls himself can control others; only one who is free
can set free."
One acquires INFORMATION from reading,
study and hearsay. Such data may be correct or incorrect and therefore
must remain theoretical until proved or disproved. To believe
and be gullible to everything one is proffered, is not a good
idea and this is especially true of religious and philosophic
concepts, which are subjective in nature. Information only becomes
KNOWLEDGE after one experiences it and makes it his own. As a
diamond starts as a rough stone and must be cut and polished until
it becomes brilliant, so too may we obtain a partial glimpse of
truth ... but it requires personal effort to penetrate the veil
and see it clearly. Our lectures give the labourer in the quarry
the tools he needs to perfect his work.
This way requires effort
but it is much more satisfying and beneficial than following a
course that (1) is limited to a single school of thought (which
is often narrow and usually biased), or (2) requires the student
to accept whatever is given even if it chokes him. Admittedly
the former way is a more mature approach, but then only babies
need to be spoon-fed. While it is true many people prefer to remain
babies in the hands of others all their life, some wish to grow
up ... and this is when Providence leads them to knock on our
Here is that which
the priest Sagijus of Nabulus has dictated concerning the entrance
of Balinas into the hidden chamber... After my entrance into the
chamber, where the talisman was set up, I came up to an old man
sitting on a golden throne, who was holding an emerald table in
one hand. And behold the following - in Syriac, the primordial
language- was written thereon:
1. True, without error, certain
and most true
2. That which is above is as that which is below, and that which
is below is as that which is above, to perform the miracles of
the one thing.
3. And as all things were from the one, by means of the meditation
of the one, thus all things of the daughter from the one, by means
4. Its father is the sun, its mother, the moon, the wind carried
it in its belly, its nurse is the earth.
5. The father of all the looms of the whole world is here.
6. Its power is integrating if it be turned into earth.
7. Separate the earth from the fire, the fine from the dense,
delicately, by means of/to the great together with capacity.
8. It ascends by means of earth into heaven and again it descends
into the earth, and retakes the power of the superiors and of
9. Thus, you have the glory of the whole world.
10. Therefore, may it drive-out by means of you of all the obscurity.
11. This is the whole of the strength of the strong force, because
it overcomes all fine things, and penetrates all the complete.
12. Thus, the world has been created.
13. Hence they were wonderful adaptations, of which this is the
14. Therefore, I am Hermes the Thrice Great, having the three
parts of the philosophy of the whole world.
15. What I have said concerning the operation of the Sun has been
Verses of Pythagoras
1. First worship the
Immortal Gods, as they are established and ordained by the Law.
2. Reverence the Oath, and next the Heroes, full of goodness and
3. Honour likewise the Terrestrial Dæmons by rendering them
the worship lawfully due to them.
4. Honour likewise thy parents, and those most nearly related
5. Of all the rest of mankind, make him thy friend who distinguishes
himself by his virtue.
6. Always give ear to his mild exhortations, and take example
from his virtuous and useful actions.
7. Avoid as much as possible hating thy friend for a slight fault.
8. And understand that power is a near neighbour to necessity.
9. Know that all these things are as I have told thee; and accustom
thyself to overcome and vanquish these passions:--
10. First gluttony, sloth, sensuality, and anger.
11. Do nothing evil, neither in the presence of others, nor privately;
12. But above all things respect thyself.
13. In the next place, observe justice in thy actions and in thy
14. And accustom not thyself to behave thyself in any thing without
rule, and without reason.
15. But always make this reflection, that it is ordained by destiny
that all men shall die.
16. And that the goods of fortune are uncertain; and that as they
may be acquired, so may they likewise be lost.
17. Concerning all the calamities that men suffer by divine fortune,
18. Support with patience thy lot, be it what it may, and never
repine at it.
19. But endeavour what thou canst to remedy it.
20. And consider that fate does not send the greatest portion
of these misfortunes to good men.
21. There are among men many sorts of reasonings, good and bad;
22. Admire them not too easily, nor reject them.
23. But if falsehoods be advanced, hear them with mildness, and
arm thyself with patience.
24. Observe well, on every occasion, what I am going to tell thee:--
25. Let no man either by his words, or by his deeds, ever seduce
26. Nor entice thee to say or to do what is not profitable for
27. Consult and deliberate before thou act, that thou mayest not
commit foolish actions.
28. For it is the part of a miserable man to speak and to act
29. But do that which will not afflict thee afterwards, nor oblige
thee to repentance.
30. Never do anything which thou dost not understand.
31. But learn all thou ought'st to know, and by that means thou
wilt lead a very pleasant life.
32. in no wise neglect the health of thy body;
33. But give it drink and meat in due measure, and also the exercise
of which it has need.
34. Now by measure I mean what will not incommode thee.
35. Accustom thyself to a way of living that is neat and decent
36. Avoid all things that will occasion envy.
37. And be not prodigal out of season, like one who knows not
what is decent and honourable.
38. Neither be covetous nor niggardly; a due measure is excellent
in these things.
39. Do only the things that cannot hurt thee, and deliberate before
thou dost them.
40. Never suffer sleep to close thy eyelids, after thy going to
41. Till thou hast examined by thy reason all thy actions of the
42. Wherein have I done amiss? What have I done? What have I omitted
that I ought to have done?
43. If in this examination thou find that thou hast done amiss,
reprimand thyself severely for it;
44. And if thou hast done any good, rejoice.
45. Practise thoroughly all these things; meditate on them well;
thou oughtest to love them with all thy heart.
46. 'Tis they that will put thee in the way of divine virtue.
47. I swear it by him who has transmitted into our souls the Sacred
Quaternion, the source of nature, whose cause is eternal.
48. But never begin to set thy hand to any work, till thou hast
first prayed the gods to accomplish what thou art going to begin.
49. When thou hast made this habit familiar to thee,
50. Thou wilt know the constitution of the Immortal Gods and of
51. Even how far the different beings extend, and what contains
and binds them together.
52. Thou shalt likewise know that according to Law, the nature
of this universe is in all things alike,
53. So that thou shalt not hope what thou ought'st not to hope;
and nothing in this world shall be hid from thee.
54. Thou wilt likewise know, that men draw upon themselves their
own misfortunes voluntarily, and of their own free choice.
55. Unhappy that they are! They neither see nor understand that
their good is near them.
56. Few know how to deliver themselves out of their misfortunes.
57. Such is the fate that blinds mankind, and takes away his senses.
58. Like huge cylinders they roll to and fro, and always oppressed
with ills innumerable.
59. For fatal strife, innate, pursues them everywhere, tossing
them up and down; nor do they perceive it.
60. Instead of provoking and stirring it up, they ought, by yielding,
to avoid it.
61. Oh! Jupiter, our Father! if Thou would'st deliver men from
all the evils that oppress them,
62. Show them of what dæmon they make use.
63. But take courage; the race of man is divine.
64. Sacred nature reveals to them the most hidden mysteries.
65. If she impart to thee her secrets, thou wilt easily perform
all the things which I have ordained thee.
66. And by the healing of thy soul, thou wilt deliver it from
all evils, from all afflictions.
67. But abstain thou from the meats, which we have forbidden in
the purifications and in the deliverance of the soul;
68. Make a just distinction of them, and examine all things well.
69. Leaving thyself always to be guided and directed by the understanding
that comes from above, and that ought to hold the reins.
70. And when, after having divested thyself of thy mortal body,
thou arrivest at the most pure Æther,
71. Thou shalt be a God, immortal, incorruptible, and Death shall
have no more dominion over thee.
By Jean Dubuis
Generally, the Apocalypse is considered
something like a prediction of catastrophes and in everyday language,
it is often understood as a natural cataclysm. Yet, at the beginning
of the text of the “Apocalypse of St. John” is written:
“Revelation” and this word is the real meaning of
the word Apocalypse.
First, we note that this revelation
is made to John, apostle of the inner church, the esoteric church.
In this text, we are not concerned with the outer church, the
church of Peter.
One is forced to acknowledge that,
on the first reading, the text does not reveal much, perhaps even
nothing. If we want to get some benefit from it, we should not
take it literally because “the spirit vivifies, but the
The apocalypse is the real book
of the Bible, Bible meaning Book. The two illustrations with this
paper give both a symbolic and practical principle regarding the
comprehension of the text. The book is kept closed: its knowledge
is occulted, inaccessible. The seals are broken, the book is open:
the knowledge is accessible. The true content of the Book is the
inner knowledge, necessary for man to return to “the Eternal
Kingdom of his origin”.
(Editors Note: The two illustrations are of the Lamb of God resting
upon the closed book of Seven Seals; and a photograph of a relief,
presumably Christ, seated on a throne, with a scepter in his left
hand, the open book in his right facing outward, and a ladder
of nine rungs reaching from his feet to throat.)
What do these seals mean and how
are we to open them? The opening can be done through Alchemy or
Qabala, but other methods are also possible and we will give one
here. This method necessitates three conditions”
· Preparatory work
In the text of the “Apocalypse
of John” there are seven Letters to the seven Churches,
the seven seals, the seven trumpets, the seven cups, etc. Each
unit of seven elements corresponds to one of the Sephiroth of
Qabala or the seven lower Sephirah: the seal is an energy, etc.
This is given only as a probable
example. In reality each one of us must find his own interpretation
of the text since the same fact, the same event, the same energy,
all has a different aspect as a function of the level of the Memory
of Nature where it is contacted. There is one level of Memory
of Nature per Sephirah. (Editors Note: “Memory of Nature”
is the Western term for the Akashic Records)
The first work consists in finding in the text the matching correspondences
for each Sephirah. Take a white sheet of paper, without lines
(eventually use a lined page underneath). The finished page will
contain only the writing and, eventually a number from one to
Start copying, by hand, the letter
of the first Church, then the text of the first seal and continue
for each of the first elements. If an element is named without
comments, write its name on a line in the order in which the text
flows. Continue the same work for the second element, and so on.
We will thus obtain a series of seven texts, each on a different
sheet and this for each Sephirah.
You can now open the seals but
you cannot open all of them. No one on this Earth can open a level
above the level of his celestial residence, but we can find in
the last open seal the method for accessing the residence above
Method for Finding the Key to Opening
of a Seal
The simplest is first to arrange
in the form of a book the seven manuscript pages. The symbolism
of the book is very powerful to access the archetypes of Knowledge.
Then do the present work if you got the uniformity of gray in
the checkerboard training exercise (Editors Note: Dubuis is referring
to a concentration exercise in The Fundamentals of Esotericism
course. The lesson containing that exercise can be read online
at Triad Publishing.) Place yourself in your oratory with the
seven pages and something to write on (a new blank sheet of paper).
Start by concentrating on the page of the first Church. If you
have enough training, the order of the phenomena should be the
following: the sides of the sheet will start taking on a brownish-blackish
color. Then this color will be animated by a kind of pulsation,
a rhythm based roughly on one per second of time. This kind of
wave will work its way towards the center of the sheet that will
become entirely black or dark brown. A few seconds afterwards,
generally between three and ten, a very faint light will appear
that will become stronger, then a pulsating motion starts: the
light spot grows and the whole sheet becomes clear (not necessarily
white). If your concentration is good you will be able to read
a text, usually a phrase, which you must fix in your memory.
To protect the continuation of
these experiences, it is good to let the reverse phenomena occur:
the dark invades the entire sheet, you de-concentrate, and everything
becomes normal again.
Immediately write the phrase on
the white sheet of paper and meditate on it: it is the key or
piece of the key to the seal. As long as the key to the first
seal is not complete, do not start working on the second one.
This method can also be applied
to other topics: we can thus look for answers to alchemical or
qabalistic problems. Also, if the psychic teachings of the night
cannot be brought back “to the surface” this method
is often sufficient. Usually for these other uses, you do not
have to write down the text: we can take a book, any book. Yet,
a book of the same subject, psychically well impregnated by our
work, makes the work easier.
Do not use this process for means
contrary to ethics or for materialistic means even if they are
generous. Such use would stop for a long time the possibility
of accessing the Memories of Nature through this practice.
The method offered here uses only
one part of the “Apocalypse of John”. There are chapters
such as the Throne of God, the Elect, the angel with the little
book, the two witnesses, the Woman and the Dragon, the two Beasts,
etc. that concern the general principles of Creation. The number
two is the symbol of the manifested world, the number four represents
the elements, the Dragon is TALI, the intellectual and physical
forces that rivet us to the Realm of Malkuth (Editors Note: Tali
is the Zodiacal), etc.
The same method can be applied
to each of these chapters. The important thing is to note everything
and to bring together all of the knowledge received: step-by-step,
a philosophy, a knowledge, will occur that will make possible
the return to the New Jerusalem.
Of the Origin
of Esoteric Teachings
by Jean Dubuis
In the experience of the consciousness at the
highest level, Experience of the Point, Cosmic experience, experience
of Eternity, etc. the state of consciousness of man and his access
to Knowledge is the same as during the beginning of the Creation
and after the return when the being is "realized". In
the first case, man has all the powers of the creation - which
he will lose - but is unconscious of it; in the second case, he
also has the same powers - found thanks to his work - and this
time, he is self-conscious.
What is interesting in this experience of the
"Point" is that its occurrence triggers for the experimenter
a source of information - not available from our earthly level
- information on the Origin and the Becoming of Man and the Universe.
When the Contact on Eternity happens through the Experience of
the Point, the consciousness undergoes both an infinite extension
of time, of space and of Knowledge where, immersed in a state
of omniscience, the being has the instant knowledge of the Universe.
From there comes all the true esoteric knowledge conveyed in our
When, after a first contact, the consciousness
of man comes down to the level of the Earth, be it rapidly or
slowly, a strange feeling occurs in which we remember that we
understood everything, that we knew everything, and we suddenly
realize that we no more know anything or nearly so. Yet, it is
this "nearly" that we will have to retrieve, hold, fix.
Thus, from a long succession of renewed Contacts we will be able
to start retrieving the elements constituting the Creation.
We explain further that the tentative Contact
supposes a taught process. When the contact is spontaneous or
natural, this implies that the beneficiary has an inner degree
of progress that always results from his work. Thus, each one
receives the True Teaching, either through one’s own revelations,
or through the revelations of the men who came before us. After
innumerable experiences, these Ancients have been able to bring
back to the Earth consciousness, element after element, the knowledge
of the invisible worlds, including those in the Archives of Nature,
an integral part of the Universe.
When the legends or stories of the sacred books
tell, for instance, that Qabala was brought to men on Earth by
angels and archangels, it is an erroneous interpretation of the
origin of the source of information. Properly speaking, it was
not angels or archangels who would have transmitted esoteric knowledge
such as Qabala or Alchemy (chemistry of God) but only numerous
mystical searchers after a long succession of personal revelations
resulting from inner experiences.
Each epoch of History expresses itself through
its own language, reflecting the culture of the times, to translate
a certain number of phenomenons of nature. Thus the concept of
the angel was probably the best at a certain period of the history
of Humanity to illustrate the teaching brought from an other world.
The angels represented like winged humanoids are not, and can
never be zealous instructors since they do not have self-consciousness.
In our modern language, we would express their function by saying
that they are in fact energy sources, like computers, that ensure
the automated work of nature; from these sources it is indeed
possible to gather information concerning the Creation, when one
forays in the space-time they belong to.
The so called "esoteric"
teaching was transmitted orally and even fixed in writing, often
in a coded way from the Wise men who made certain that Knowledge
did not become a tool for power and domination. It is said that
the library of Alexandria held numerous such books in which was
transcribed the knowledge of men who had had Contacts. We can
only regret such a loss for the human spirit and especially for
the student on the Path. However, let us not lose sight of the
fact that the main source of esoteric teaching still remains the
Inner Revelation, which implies a continuous work. For each era
of Humanity, this Inner Revelation must adapt to the Path already
covered and express itself in a new language.
A poem by Jehan l'Ascuiz, A Monk
Une forêt des symboles est
Où la meute cherche la mandagore.
Fouilles-toi, et tu percevras
L'alisier, cormier et alchemilla.
Ave, regina elementorum.
Le riche art de la chimie noire
Vient du sortilège du gros bois.
La cithare saumâtre lave l'hermine
Et la genêt l'ensachant
Ave, mundi rosa.
Mais sois sans crainte,
et tu verras
Le Normand vainc le capétien.
THE WAY FROMDARKNESS
TO TRUE ILLUMINATION A DISCOURSE BETWEEN
A SOUL HUNGRY AND THIRSTY AFTER
THE FOUNTAIN OF LIFE, THE SWEET LOVE OF JESUS CHRIST
AND A SOUL ENLIGHTENED SHEWING
Which Way one Soul
should seek after and comfort another, and bring it by Means of
its Knowledge into the Paths of CHRIST'S Pilgrimage, and faithfully
warn it of the thorny Way of the World, which leadeth the fallen
Soul that naturally walketh therein, into the Abyss or Pit of
Behmen (Jakob Boehme) 1575-1624 The Teutonic Theosopher
Brought forth in the early 1600's
by a humble German shoemaker; translated into English over 100
years later; suppressed and hidden away until recently in theological
archives around the world ... a worthy personal study not just
for academics but for all those who are spiritually grounded in
the WORD, who are learning to hear the Lord, and who hunger for
THE WAY FROM DARKNESS
TO TRUE ILLUMINATION
THERE was a poor Soul
that had wandered out of Paradise and come into the Kingdom of
this World; where the Devil met with it, and said to it, Whither
dost thou go, thou Soul that art half blind?
The Soul said,
I would see and speculate into
the Creatures of the World, which the Creator hath made.
The Devil said,
How wilt thou see and speculate into them, when thou canst not
know their Essence and Property? Thou wilt look upon their Outside
only, as upon a graven Image, and canst not know them throughly.
The Soul said,
How may I come to know their Essence and Property?
The Devil said,
Thine Eyes would be opened to see them throughly, if thou didst
but eat of that from whence the Creatures themselves are come
to be good and evil. Thou wouldst then be as God himself is, and
know what the Creature is.
The Soul said,
I am now a noble and holy Creature; but if I should do so, the
Creator hath said, that I should die.
The Devil said,
No, thou shouldst not die at all; but thy eyes would be opened,
and thou shouldst be as God himself is, and be Master of Good
and Evil. Also, thou shouldst be mighty, powerful, and very great,
as I am; all the Subtlety that is in the Creatures would be made
known to thee.
The Soul said,
If I had the Knowledge of Nature and of the Creatures, I would
then rule the whole World as I pleased.
The Devil said,
The whole Ground of that Knowledge lieth in thee. Do but turn
thy Will and Desire from God or Goodness into Nature and the Creatures,
and then there will arise in thee a Lust to taste; and so thou
mayest eat of the Tree of Knowledge of Good and Evil, and by that
means come to know all Things.
The Soul said,
Well then, I will eat of the Tree of Knowledge of Good and Evil,
that I may rule all Things by my own Power; and be of myself a
Lord on Earth, and do what I will, as God himself doeth.
The Devil said,
I am the Prince of this World; and if thou wouldst rule on Earth,
thou must turn thy Lust towards my Image, or desire to be like
me, that thou mayest get the Cunning, Wit, Reason, and Subtlety,
that my Image hath.
Thus did the Devil present to the
Soul the Vulcan in the Mercury (the Power that is in the fiery
Root of the Creature), that is the fiery Wheel of Essence or Substance,
in the Form of a Serpent. Upon which,
The Soul said,
Behold, this is the Power which can do all Things. — What
must I do to get it?
The Devil said,
Thou thyself art also such a fiery Mercury. If thou dost break
thy Will off from God, and bring it into this Power and Skill,
then thy hidden Ground will be manifested in thee, and thou mayest
work in the same Manner. But thou must eat of that Fruit, wherein
each of the four Elements in itself ruleth over the other, and
is in Strife; the Heat striving against the Cold, and the Cold
against the Heat; and so all the Properties of Nature work feelingly.
And then thou wilt instantly be as the fiery Wheel is, and so
bring all Things into thine own Power, and possess them as thine
The Soul did so, and what happened
Now when the Soul broke its Will thus off from God, and brought
it into the Mercury, or the fiery Will (which is the Root of Life
and Power), there presently arose in it a Lust to eat of the Tree
of Knowledge of Good and Evil; and the Soul did eat thereof. Which
as soon as it had done so, Vulcan (or the artificer in the fire)
instantly kindled the fiery Wheel of its substance, and thereupon
all the Properties of Nature awoke in the Soul and each began
to exercise its own Lust and Desire.
First arose the Lust of Pride;
a Desire to be great, mighty and powerful; to bring all Things
under Subjection to it, and so to be Lord itself without Control;
despising all Humility and Equality, as esteeming itself the only
prudent, witty and cunning One, and accounting every Thing Folly
that is not according to its own Humor and Liking.
Secondly arose the Lust of Covetousness;
a Desire of Getting, which would draw all Things to itself, into
its own Possession. For when the Lust of Pride had turned away
the Will from God, then the Life of the Soul would not trust God
any further, but would now begin to take Care for itself; and
therefore brought its Desire into the Creatures, viz. into the
Earth, Metals, Trees, and other Creatures. Thus the kindled fiery
Life became hungry and covetous, when it had broken itself off
from the Unity, Love and Meekness of God, and attracted to itself
the four Elements and their Essence, and brought itself into the
Condition of the Beasts; and so the Life became dark, empty and
wrathful; and the heavenly Virtues and Colors went out, like a
Thirdly, there awoke in this fiery
Life the stinging thorny Lust of Envy; a hellish Poison, a Property
which all Devils have, and a Torment which makes the Life a mere
Enmity to God, and to all Creatures. Which Envy raged furiously
in the Desire of Covetousness, as a venomous Sting doth in the
Body. Envy cannot endure, but hateth and would hurt or destroy
that which Covetousness cannot draw to itself, by which hellish
Passion the noble Love of the Soul is smothered.
Fourthly, there awoke in this fiery
Life a Torment like Fire, viz. Anger; which would murder and remove
out of the Way all who would not be subject to Pride. Thus the
Ground and Foundation of Hell, which is called the Anger of God,
was wholly manifested in this Soul. Whereby it lost the fair Paradise
of God and the Kingdom of Heaven, and became such a Worm as the
fiery Serpent was, which the Devil had presented to it in his
own Image and Likeness. And so the Soul began to rule on Earth
in a bestial Manner, and did all Things according to the Will
of the Devil; living in mere Pride, Covetousness, Envy, and Anger,
having no longer any true Love towards God. But there arose in
the Stead thereof an evil bestial Love of filthy Lechery, Wantonness,
and Vanity, and there was no Purity left in the Heart; for the
Soul had forsaken Paradise, and taken the Earth into its Possession.
Its Mind was wholly bent upon cunning Knowledge, Subtlety, and
getting together a Multitude of earthly Things. No Righteousness
nor Virtue remained in it at all; but whatsoever Evil and Wrong
it committed, it covered all cunningly and subtly under the Cloak
of its Power and Authority by Law, and called it by the Name of
Right and Justice, and accounted it good.
The Devil came to the Soul.
Upon this the Devil drew near to the Soul, and brought it on from
one Vice to another; for he had taken it captive in his Essence,
and set Joy and Pleasure before it therein, saying thus to it:
Behold, now thou art powerful, mighty and noble; endeavour to
be greater, richer, and more powerful still. Display thy Knowledge,
Wit, and Subtlety, that every one may fear thee, and stand in
Awe of thee, and that thou mayest be respected, and get a great
Name in the World.
The Soul did so.
The Soul did as the Devil counselled it, and yet knew not that
its Counsellor was the Devil; but thought it was guided by its
own Knowledge, Wit, and Understanding, and that it was doing very
well and right all the while.
Jesus Christ met with the Soul.
The Soul going on in this Course of Life, our dear and loving
Lord Jesus Christ, who was come into this World with the Love
and Wrath of God, to destroy the Works of the Devil, and to execute
Judgement upon all ungodly Deeds, on a Time met with it, and spoke
by a strong Power, viz. by his Passion and Death, into it and
destroyed the Works of the Devil in it, and discovered to it the
Way to his Grace, and shone upon it with his Mercy, calling it
to return and repent; and promising that he would then deliver
it from that monstrous deformed Shape or Image which it had gotten,
and bring it into Paradise again.
How Christ wrought in the Soul.
Now when the Spark of the Love of God, or the Divine Light, was
accordingly manifested in the Soul, it presently saw itself with
its Will and Works to be in Hell, in the Wrath of God, and found
that it was a misshapen ugly Monster in the Divine Presence and
the Kingdom of Heaven; at which it was so afraid, that it fell
into the greatest Anguish possible, for the Judgement of God was
manifested in it.
What Christ said.
Upon this the Lord Christ spoke into it with the Voice of his
Grace, and said, Repent and forsake Vanity, and thou shalt attain
What the Soul said.
Then the Soul in its ugly misshapen Image, with the defiled Coat
of Vanity, went before God, and entreated for Grace and the Pardon
of its Sins, and came to be strongly persuaded in itself, that
the Satisfaction and Atonement of our Lord Jesus Christ did belong
to it. But the evil Properties of the Serpent, formed in the astral
Spirit or Reason of the outward Man, would not suffer the Will
of the Soul to come before God, but brought their Lusts and Inclinations
thereinto. For those evil Properties would not die to their own
Lusts, nor leave the World, for they were come out of the World,
and therefore they feared the Reproach of it, in case they should
have to forsake their worldly Honour and Glory.
But the poor Soul turned its Countenance
towards God, and desired Grace from him, even that he should bestow
his Love upon it.
The Devil came to it again.
But when the Devil saw that the Soul thus prayed to God, and would
enter into Repentance, he drew near to it, and thrust the Inclinations
of the earthly Properties into its Prayers, and disturbed its
good Thoughts and Desires which pressed forward towards God, and
drew its thoughts back again to earthly Things that they might
have no Access to him.
The Soul sighed.
The central Will of the Soul indeed sighed after God, but the
Thoughts arising in the Mind, that it should penetrate into him,
were distracted, scattered, and destroyed, so that they could
not reach the Power of God. At which the poor Soul was still more
afraid, and began to pray more earnestly. But the Devil with his
Desire took hold of the Mercurial kindled fiery Wheel of Life,
and awakened the evil Properties, so that evil or false Inclinations
arose in the Soul, and went into that Thing wherein they had taken
most Pleasure and Delight before.
The poor Soul would very fain go
forward to God with its Will, and therefore used all its Endeavours;
but its Thoughts continually fled away from God into earthly Things,
and could not go to him.
Upon this the Soul sighed and bewailed
itself to God; but it seemed as if it were quite forsaken by him,
and cast out from his Presence. It could not get so much as one
Look of Grace, but was in mere Anguish, Fear and Terror, and dreaded
every Moment that the Wrath and severe Judgement of God would
be manifested in it, and that the Devil would take hold of it
and have it. And thereupon the Soul fell into such great Heaviness
and Sorrow, that it became weary of all the temporal Things, which
before had been its chief Joy and Happiness.
The earthly natural Will indeed
desired those Things still, but the Soul would willingly leave
them altogether, and desired to die to all temporal Lust and Joy
whatsoever, and longed only after its first Native Country, from
whence it originally came. But the Soul found itself to be far
from thence, in great Distress and Want, and knew not what to
do, yet resolved to enter into itself, and try to pray more earnestly.
The Devil's Opposition.
But the Devil opposed it, and withheld it so that it could not
bring itself into any greater Fervency of Repentance.
He awakened the old earthly Lusts
in its Heart, that they might still keep their evil Nature and
false Right therein, and set them at Variance with the new-born
Will and Desire of the Soul. For they would not die to their own
Will and Light, but would still maintain their temporal Pleasures,
and so kept the poor Soul captive in their evil Desires, that
it could not stir, though it sighed and longed even more after
the Grace of God. For whensoever it prayed, or offered to press
forward towards God, then the Lusts of the Flesh swallowed up
the Rays and Ejaculations that went forth from it, and brought
them away from God into earthly Thoughts, that it might not partake
of Divine Strength. Which caused the poor Soul to think itself
forsaken of God, not knowing that he was so near it and did thus
Also the Devil got access to it,
and entered into the fiery Mercury, or fiery Wheel of its Life,
and mingled his Desires with the earthly Lusts of the Flesh, and
tempted the poor Soul; saying to it in the earthly Thoughts, Why
dost thou pray? Dost thou think that God knoweth thee or regardeth
thee: Consider but what Thoughts thou hast in his Presence; are
they not altogether evil? Thou hast no Faith or Belief in God
at all; how then should he hear thee? He heareth thee not, leave
off; why wilt thou needlessly torment and vex thyself? Thou has
Time enough to repent at Leisure. Wilt thou be mad? Do but look
upon the World, I pray thee, a little; doth it not live in Jollity
and Mirth? Yet it will be saved well enough for that. Hath not
Christ paid the Ransom and satisfied all Men? Thou needest only
persuade and comfort thyself that it is done for thee, and then
thou shalt be saved. Thou canst not possibly in this World come
to any Feeling of God; therefore leave off, and take care for
thy Body, and look after temporal Glory. What dost thou suppose
will become of thee, if thou turn to be so stupid and melancholy?
Thou wilt be the Scorn of everybody, and they will laugh at thy
Folly; and so thou wilt spend thy Days in mere Sorrow and Heaviness,
which is pleasing neither to God nor Nature. I pray thee, look
upon the Beauty of the World; for God hath created and placed
thee in it, to be a Lord over all Creatures, and to rule them.
Gather a Store of temporal Goods beforehand, that thou mayest
not be beholden to the World, or stand in Need hereafter. And
when Old Age cometh, or when thou growest near thy End, then there
will be Time enough to prepare thyself for Repentance. God will
save thee, and receive thee into the heavenly Mansions then. There
is no need of such ado in vexing, bewailing, and stirring up thyself,
as thou makest.
The Condition of the Soul.
In these and the like Thoughts the Soul was ensnared by the Devil,
and brought into the Lusts of the Flesh, and earthly Desires;
and so was bound as if it were with Fetters and strong Chains,
so that it did not know what to do. It looked back a little into
the World and the Pleasures thereof, but still felt in itself
a Hunger after the Divine Grace, and would always rather enter
into Repentance, and Favor with God. For the Hand of God had touched
and bruised the Soul, and therefore it could nowhere find Rest;
but always sighed within itself in Sorrow for the Sins it had
committed, and longed to be rid of them. Yet it could not get
true Repentance, or even the Knowledge of Sin, though it had a
mighty Hunger and longing Desire after such penitential Sorrow.
The Soul being thus heavy and sad,
and finding no Remedy or Rest, began to cast about where it might
find a fit Place to perform true Repentance in, where it might
be free from Business, Hinderances and Cares of the World; and
also by what Means it might win the Favor of God. And at length
it decided to take itself to some private solitary Place, and
give up all worldly Employments and temporal Things; and hoped,
that by being bountiful and pitiful to the Poor, it should obtain
God's Mercy. Thus did it devise all Kinds of Ways to get Rest,
and gain the Love, Favor, and Grace of God again. But all that
it tried would not do; for its worldly Business still followed
it in the Lusts of the Flesh, and it was ensnared in the Net of
the Devil now, as well as before, and could not attain Rest. And
though for a little while it was somewhat cheered with earthly
Things, yet presently it fell to be as sad and heavy again, as
it was before.
The Truth was, it felt the awakened
Wrath of God in itself, but knew not how that came to pass nor
what ailed it. For many Times great Trouble and Terror fell upon
it, which made it comfortless, sick, and faint with Fear; so mightily
did the first bruising Ray or Influence of the stirring Grace
work upon it. And yet it knew not that Christ was in the Wrath
and severe Justice of God, and fought therein with Satan, that
Spirit of Error, which was incorporated in the Soul and its Body;
nor it understood not that the Hunger and Desire to turn and repent
came from Christ himself, by which it was drawn in this Manner;
neither did it know what hindered it from Attaining to Divine
Feeling. It knew not that itself was a Monster, and did bear the
Image of the Serpent, in which the Devil had such Power and Access
to it, and had confounded all its good Desires, Thoughts, and
Motions, and brought them away from God and Goodness; concerning
which Christ himself had said, The Devil snatcheth the Word out
of their Hearts, lest they should believe and be saved.
An enlightened and regenerate Soul
met the distressed Soul.
By the Providence of God, an enlightened and regenerate Soul met
this poor afflicted and distressed Soul, and said, What ailest
thou, thou distressed Soul, that thou art so restless and troubled?
The distressed Soul answered,
The Creator hath hid his Countenance from me, so that I cannot
come to his Rest; therefore I am thus troubled, and know not what
I shall do to get his Loving-kindness again. For I feel as though
great Cliffs and Rocks lie in my Way to his Grace, so that I cannot
come to him. Though I sigh and long after him ever so much, yet
I am kept back so that I cannot partake of his Power, Virtue and
The enlightened Soul said,
Thou bearest the monstrous Shape of the Devil, and art clothed
therewith; in which, being his own Property or Principle, he hath
Access or Power of Entrance into thee, and thereby keepeth thy
Will from penetrating into God. For if thy Will might penetrate
into God, it would be anointed with the highest Power and Strength
of God, in the Resurrection of our Lord Jesus Christ; and that
Unction would break in Pieces the Monster which thou carriest
about within thee; and thy first Image of Paradise would revive
in the Centre; which would destroy the Devil's Power therein,
and thou wouldst become as an Angel again. And because the Devil
envieth thee this Happiness, he holdeth thee captive in his Desire
in the Lusts of the Flesh; from which if thou art not delivered,
thou wilt be separated from God, and canst never enter into our
The distressed Soul terrified.
At this Speech the poor distressed Soul was so terrified and amazed,
that it could not speak one Word more. When it found that it stood
in the Form and Condition of the Serpent, which separated it from
God; and that the Devil was so near to it in that Condition, who
injected evil Thoughts into the Will of the Soul, and had so much
Power over it thereby, that it was near Damnation, and sticking
fast in the Abyss or bottomless Pit of Hell, in the Anger of God;
it would have even given up any hope for the Divine Mercy; except
for the Power, Virtue and Strength of the first Stirring of the
Grace of God, which had before bruised the Soul, — this
upheld and preserved it from total Despair. But still it wrestled
in itself between Hope and Doubt; whatsoever Hope built up was
thrown down again by Doubt. And thus was it agitated with such
continual Disquiet, that at last the World and all the Glory thereof
became loathsome to it, neither would it enjoy worldly Pleasures
any more; and yet for all this, it could not come to Rest.
The enlightened Soul came again,
and spoke to the troubled Soul.
On a Time the enlightened Soul came again to this Soul, and finding
it still in so great Trouble, Anguish and Grief of Mind, said
to it: What doest thou? Wilt thou destroy thyself in thy Anguish
and Sorrow? Why dost thou torment thyself in thy own Power and
Will, who art but a Worm, seeing thy Torment increaseth thereby
more and more? Yea, if thou shouldst sink thyself down to the
Bottom of the Sea, or couldst fly to the uttermost Coasts of the
Morning, or raise thyself above the Stars, yet thou wouldst not
be released. For the more thou grievest, tormentest, and troublest
thyself, the more painful thy Nature will be; and yet thou wilt
not be able to come to any Rest. For thy Power is quite lost;
and as a dry Stick burnt to a Coal cannot grow green and spring
afresh by its own Power, nor get Sap to flourish again with other
Trees and Plants, so neither canst thou reach the Place of God
by thy own Power and Strength, and transform thyself into that
Angelical Image which thou hadst at first. For in respect to God
thou art withered and dry, like a dead Plant that hath lost its
Sap and Strength, and so art become a dry tormenting Hunger. Thy
Properties are like Heat and Cold, which continually strive one
against the other, and can never unite.
The distressed Soul said,
What then shall I do to bud forth again, and recover the first
Life, wherein I was at Rest before I became an Image?
The enlightened Soul said,
Thou shouldst do Nothing at all but forsake thy own Will, viz.
that which thou callest I, or thyself. By which Means all thy
evil Properties will grow weak, faint, and ready to die; and then
thou wilt sink down again into that One Thing, from which thou
art originally sprung. For now thou liest captive in the Creatures;
but if thy Will forsaketh them, the Creatures, with their evil
Inclinations, will die in thee, which at present stay and hinder
thee so that thou canst not come to God. But if thou takest this
Course, thy God will meet thee with his infinite Love, which he
hath manifested in Christ Jesus in the Humanity, or Human Nature.
And that will impart Sap, Life, and Vigour to thee; whereby thou
mayest bud, spring, and flourish again, and rejoice in the Living
God, as a Branch growing on his True Vine. And so thou wilt at
length recover the Image of God, and be delivered from the Image
or Condition of the Serpent: Then shalt thou come to be my Brother,
and have Fellowship with the Angels.
The poor Soul said,
How can I forsake my Will, so that the Creatures which lodge therein
may die, seeing I must be in the World, and also have need of
it as long as I live?
The enlightened Soul said,
Now thou hast worldly Power and Riches, which thou possesses as
thy own, to do what thou wilt with, and regardest not how thou
gettest or usest the same; employing them in the Service and Indulgence
of thy own carnal and vain Desires. Nay, though thou seest the
poor and needy Wretch, who wanteth thy Help, and is thy Brother,
yet thou helpest him not, but layest heavy Burdens upon him, by
requiring more of him than his Abilities will bear, or his Necessities
afford; and oppressest him, by forcing him to spend his Labour
and Sweat for thee, and for the Gratification of thy voluptuous
Will. Thou art moreover proud, and insultest over him, and behavest
roughly and sternly to him, exalting thyself above him, and making
small Account of him in Respect to thyself. Then that poor oppressed
Brother of thine cometh, and complaineth with Sighs towards God,
that he cannot reap the Benefit of his Labour and Pains, but is
forced by thee to live in Misery.
By which Sighings and Groanings
of his, he raiseth up the Wrath of God in thee; which maketh thy
Flame and Unquietness still the greater. These are the Creatures
which thou art in Love with, and hast broken thyself off from
God for their Sakes, and brought thy Love into them, or them into
thy Love, so that they live therein. Thou nourishest and keepest
them by continually receiving them into thy Desire, for they live
in and by thy receiving them into thy Mind; because thou thereby
bringest the Lust of thy Life into them. They are but unclean,
filthy, and evil Births, and Issues of the bestial Nature, which
yet, by thy receiving them in thy Lust or Desire, have gotten
an Image, and formed themselves in thee. And that Image is a Beast
with four Heads; First, Pride. Secondly, Covetousness. Thirdly,
Envy. Fourthly, Anger. And in these four Properties the Foundation
of Hell consisteth, which thou carriest in thee and about thee.
It is imprinted and engraven in thee, and thou art wholly taken
Captive thereby. For these Properties live in thy natural Life;
and thereby thou art severed or cut off from God, neither canst
thou ever come to him, unless thou so forsake these evil Creatures
that they may die in thee.
But since thou desirest me to tell
thee how to forsake thy own perverse creaturely Will so that the
Creatures in thee might die, and how yet thou mightest live along
with them in the World, I must assure thee that there is but one
Way to do it, which is narrow and straight, and will be very hard
and irksome to thee at the Beginning, but afterwards thou wilt
walk in it cheerfully.
Thou must seriously consider, that
in the Course of this worldly Life thou walkest in the Anger of
God and in the Foundation of Hell; and that this is not thy true
Native Country; but that a True Christian should, and must live
in Christ, and in his Walking truly follow him; and that he cannot
be a True Christian, unless the Spirit and Power of Christ so
live in him, that he becometh wholly Subject to it. Now seeing
the Kingdom of Christ is not of this World, but in Heaven, therefore
thou must always be in a continual Ascension towards Heaven, if
thou wilt follow Christ; though thy Body must dwell among the
Creatures and use them.
The narrow Way to which perpetual
Ascension into Heaven and Imitation of Christ is this: thou must
despair of all thy own Power and Strength, for in and by thy own
Power thou canst not reach the Gates of God; and firmly purpose
and resolve wholly to give thyself up to the Mercy of God, and
to sink down with thy whole Mind and Reason into the Passion and
Death of our Lord Jesus Christ, always desiring to persevere in
the same, and to die from all thy Creatures therein. Also thou
must resolve to watch and guard thy Mind, Thoughts and Inclinations
that they admit no Evil into them, neither must thou suffer thyself
to be held fast by temporal Honour or Profit. Thou must resolve
likewise to put away from thee all Unrighteousness, and whatsoever
else may hinder the Freedom of thy Motion and Progress. Thy Will
must be wholly pure, and fixed in a firm Resolution never to return
to its old Idols any more, but that thou wilt leave them the very
Instant they are known to thee, and separate thy Mind from them,
and enter into the sincere Way of Truth and Righteousness, according
to the plain and full Doctrine of Christ. And as thou dost thus
purpose to forsake the Enemies of thine own inward Nature, so
also must thou forgive all thy outward Enemies, and resolve to
meet them with thy Love; so that there may be left no Creature,
Person, or Thing at all able to take hold of thy Will and captivate
it; but that it may be sincere, and purged from all Creatures.
Nay further; if it should be required,
thou must be willing and ready to forsake all thy temporal Honour
and Profit for Christ's sake, and regard nothing that is Earthly
so as to set thy Heart and Affections upon it; but esteem thyself
in whatsoever State, Degree, and Condition thou art, as to worldly
Rank or Riches, to be but a Servant of God and of thy Fellow-Christians;
or as a Steward in the Office wherein thy Lord hath placed thee.
All Arrogance and Self-Exaltation must be humbled, brought low,
and so annihilated that nothing of thine own or of any other Creature
may stay in thy Will to bring thy Thoughts or Imagination to be
set upon it.
Thou must also firmly impress it
on thy Mind, that thou shalt certainly partake of the promised
Grace in the Merit of Jesus Christ, viz. of his outflowing Love,
which indeed is already in thee, and which will deliver thee from
thy Creatures, and enlighten thy Will, and kindle it with the
Flame of Love, whereby thou shalt have Victory over the Devil.
Not as if thou couldst will or do anything in thine own Strength,
but only enter into the Suffering and Resurrection of Jesus Christ,
and take them to thyself, and with them assault and break in Pieces
the Kingdom of the Devil in thee, and mortify thy Creatures. Thou
must resolve to enter into this Way this very Hour, and never
to depart from it, but willingly to submit thyself to God in all
thy Endeavours and Doings, that he may do with thee what he pleaseth.
When thy Will is thus prepared
and resolved, it hath then broken through its own Creatures, and
is sincere in the Presence of God, and clothed with the merits
of Jesus Christ. It may then freely go to the Father with the
Prodigal Son, and fall down in his Presence and pour forth its
Prayers; and putting forth all its Strength in this Divine Work,
confess its Sins and Disobedience; and how far it hath departed
from God. This must be done not with bare Words, but with all
its Strength, which indeed amounteth only to a strong Purpose
and Resolution; for the Soul of itself hath no Strength or Power
to effect any good Work.
Now when thou art thus ready, and
that thy Heavenly Father shall see thy coming and returning to
him in such Repentance and Humility, he will inwardly speak to
thee, and say in thee, Behold this is my Son which I had lost;
he was dead and is alive again. And he will come and meet thee
in thy Mind with the Grace and Love of Jesus Christ, and embrace
thee with the Beams of his Love, and kiss thee with his Spirit
and Strength; and then thou shalt receive Grace to pour out thy
Confession before him, and to pray powerfully. This indeed is
the right Place where thou must wrestle in the Light of his Countenance.
And if thou standest resolutely here, and shrinkest not back,
thou shalt see or feel great Wonders. For thou shalt find Christ
in thee assaulting Hell, and crushing thy Beasts in Pieces, and
that a great Tumult and Misery will arise in thee; also thy secret
undiscovered Sins will then first awake, and labour to separate
thee from God, and to keep thee back. Thus shalt thou truly find
and feel how Death and Life fight one against the other, and shalt
understand by what passeth within thyself, what Heaven and Hell
are. At which Time be not moved, but stand firm and shrink not;
for at length all thy Creatures will grow faint, weak, and ready
to die; and then thy Will shall wax stronger, and be able to subdue
and keep down the evil Inclinations. So shall thy Will and Mind
ascend into Heaven every day, and thy Creatures gradually die
away. Thou wilt get a Mind wholly new, and begin to be a new Creature,
and getting rid of the Bestial deformity, recover the Divine Image.
Thus shalt thou be delivered from thy present Anguish, and return
to thy Original Rest.
The poor Soul's Practice.
Then the poor Soul began to practice this Course with such Earnestness,
that it conceived it should get the Victory presently; but it
found that the Gates of Heaven were shut against it in its own
Strength and Power and it was as if it were rejected and forsaken
by God, and received not so much as one Look or Glimpse of Grace
from him. Upon which it said to itself, Surely thou hast not sincerely
submitted thyself to God. Desire Nothing at all of him, but only
submit thyself to his Judgement and Condemnation, that he may
kill thy evil Inclinations. Sink down into him beyond the Limits
of Nature and Creature, and submit thyself to him, that he may
do with thee what he will, for thou art not worthy to speak to
Accordingly the Soul took a Resolution
to sink down, and to forsake its own Will; and when it had done
so, there fell upon it presently the greatest Repentance that
could be for the Sins it had committed; and it bewailed bitterly
its ugly Shape, and was truly and deeply sorry that the evil Creatures
did dwell within it. And because of its Sorrow it could not speak
one more Word in the Presence of God, but began in its Repentance
to realize the bitter Passion and Death of Jesus Christ, viz.
what great Anguish and Torment he had suffered for its Sake, in
order to deliver it out of its Anguish, and change it into the
Image of God. In which Consideration it wholly sunk down, and
did Nothing but complain of its Ignorance and Negligence, and
that it had not been thankful to its Redeemer, nor once considered
the great Love he had shewn to it, but had idly spent its Time,
and not at all regarded how it might come to partake of his purchased
and proffered Grace; but instead thereof had formed in itself
the Images and Figures of earthly Things, with the vain Lusts
and Pleasures of the World. Whereby it had gotten such bestial
Inclinations, that now it must lie captive in great Misery, and
for very shame dared not lift up its Eyes to God, who hid the
Light of his Countenance from it, and would not so much as look
upon it. And as it was thus sighing and crying, it was drawn into
the Abyss or Pit of Horror, and laid itself as it were at the
Gates of Hell, there to perish.
Upon which the poor troubled Soul
was as it were bereft of Sense, and wholly forsaken, so that it
in a Manner forgot all its Doings, and would willingly yield itself
to Death, and cease to be a Creature. Accordingly it did yield
itself to Death, and desired Nothing else but to die and perish
in the Death of its Redeemer, Jesus Christ, who had suffered such
Torments and Death for its Sake. And in this Perishing it began
to sigh and pray in itself very inwardly to the Divine Goodness,
and to sink down into the mere Mercy of God.
Upon this there suddenly appeared
unto it the amiable Countenance of the Love of God, which penetrated
through it as a great Light, and made it exceedingly joyful. It
then began to pray aright, and to thank the Most High for such
Grace, and to rejoice abundantly, that it was delivered from the
Death and Anguish of Hell. Now it tasted of the Sweetness of God,
and of his promised Truth; and now all the evil Spirits which
had harassed it before, and kept it back from the Grace, Love,
and inward Presence of God, were forced to depart from it. The
Wedding of the Lamb was now kept and solemnized, that is, the
Noble Sophia [or the Eternal Wisdom] espoused or betrothed herself
to the Soul; and the Seal-Ring of Christ's Victory was impressed
into its Essence, and it was received to be a Child and Heir of
When this was done, the Soul became
very joyful, and began to work in this new Power, and to celebrate
with Praise the Wonders of God, and thought thenceforth to walk
continually in the same Light, Strength, and Joy. But it was soon
assaulted; from without, by the Shame and Reproach of the World,
and from within, by great Temptation, so that it began to doubt
whether its Ground was truly from God, and whether it had really
partaken of his Grace.
For the Accuser, Satan, went to
it, and would fain lead it out of this Course, and make it doubtful
whether it was the true Way; whispering thus to it inwardly: This
happy Change in thy Spirit is not from God, but only from thine
own Imagination. Also the Divine Light retired in the Soul, and
shone but in the inward Ground, as Fire raked up in Embers, so
that Reason was perplexed, and thought itself forsaken, and the
Soul knew not what had happened to itself, nor whether it had
really and truly tasted of the heavenly Gift or not.
Yet it could not leave off struggling;
for the burning Fire of Love was sown in it, which had raised
in it a vehement and continual Hunger and Thirst after Divine
Sweetness. So at length it began to pray aright, and to humble
itself in the Presence of God, and to examine and try its evil
Inclinations and Thoughts and to put them away. By which means
the Will of its Reason was broken, and the evil Inclinations inherent
in it were killed and extirpated more and more. This Process was
very severe and painful to the Nature of the Body, for it made
it faint and weak, as if it had been very sick; and yet it was
no natural Sickness that it had, but only the Melancholy of its
earthly Nature which was feeling and lamenting the Destruction
of its evil Lusts.
Now when the earthly Reason found
itself thus forsaken, and the poor Soul saw that it was despised
outwardly, and derided by the World, because it would no longer
walk in the Way of Wickedness and Vanity; and also that it was
inwardly assaulted by the Accuser, Satan, who mocked it, and continually
set before it the Beauty, Riches, and Glory of the World, and
called it a Fool for not embracing them; it began to think and
say thus within itself; O eternal God! What shall I now do to
come to Rest?
The enlightened Soul met it again,
and spoke to it.
While it was in this Consideration, the enlightened Soul met with
it again, and said, What ailest thou, my Brother, that thou art
so heavy and sad?
The distressed Soul said,
I have followed thy Counsel, and thereby attained a Ray, or Emanation
of the Divine Sweetness, but it is gone from me again, and I am
now deserted. Moreover I have outwardly very great Trials and
Afflictions in the World; for all my good Friends forsake and
scorn me; and am also inwardly assaulted with Anguish and Doubt,
and know not what to do.
The enlightened Soul said,
Now I like thee very well; for now our beloved Lord Jesus Christ
is performing that same Pilgrimage or Process on Earth with thee
and in thee, which he did himself when he was in this World, who
was continually reviled, despised, and evil spoken of and had
nothing of his own in it; and now thou bearest his Mark or Badge.
But do not wonder at it, or think it strange; for it must be so,
in order that thou mayest be tried, refined, and purified. In
this Anguish and Distress thou wilt necessarily hunger and cry
after Deliverance; and by such Hunger and Prayer thou wilt attract
Grace to thee both from within and from without.
For thou must grow from above and
from beneath to be the Image of God again. Just as a young Plant
is agitated by the Wind, and must stand its Ground in Heat and
Cold, drawing Strength and Virtue to it from above and from beneath
by that Agitation, and must endure many a Tempest, and undergo
much Danger before it can come to be a Tree, and bring forth Fruit.
For through that Agitation the Virtue of the Sun moveth in the
Plant, whereby its wild Properties come to be penetrated and tinctured
with the Solar Virtue, and grow thereby.
And this is the Time wherein thou
must play the Part of a valiant Soldier in the Spirit of Christ,
and co-operate thyself Therewith. For now the Eternal Father by
his fiery Power begetteth his Son in thee, who changeth the Fire
of the Father, namely, the first Principle, or wrathful Property
of the Soul, into the Flame of Love, so that out of Fire and Light
(viz. Wrath and Love) there cometh to be one Essence, Being, or
Substance, which is the true Temple of God. And now thou shalt
bud forth out of the Vine Christ, in the Vineyard of God, and
bring forth Fruit in thy Life, and by assisting and instructing
others, shew forth thy Love in Abundance, as a good Tree. For
Paradise must thus spring up again in thee through the Wrath of
God, and Hell be changed into Heaven in thee.
Therefore be not dismayed at the
Temptations of the Devil, who seeketh and striveth for the Kingdom
which he once had in thee; but having now lost it, he must be
confounded, and depart from thee. And he covereth thee outwardly
with the Shame and Reproach of the World, that his own Shame may
not be known, and that thou mayest be hidden to the World.
For with thy New Birth or regenerated
Nature, thou art in the Divine Harmony in Heaven. Be patient,
therefore, and wait upon the Lord; and whatsoever shall befall
thee, take it all from his Hands, as intended by him for thy highest
Good. And so the enlightened Soul departed from it.
The distressed soul began its Course now under the patient Suffering
of Christ, and depending solely upon the Strength and Power of
God in it, entered into Hope. Thenceforth it grew stronger every
Day, and its evil Inclinations died more and more in it. So that
it arrived at length to a High State or Degree of Grace; and the
Gates of the Divine Revelation and the Kingdom of Heaven, were
opened to, and manifested in it.
And thus the Soul through Repentance,
Faith, and Prayer, returned to its Original and True Rest, and
became a Right and Beloved Child of God again; to which may he
of his Infinite Mercy help us all. Amen.
But ye are a chosen Generation, a royal Priesthood, a holy Nation,
a peculiar People; that ye should shew forth the Praises of him
who hath called you out of Darkness into his marvellous Light.